Ok... so this isn't my real name, it isn't my real position in this world, and it definately will never be disclosed.

But I need to get things out, I need to air them, and if people read these blogs, then good, if they don't they are not missing anything in the first place.

I really need to get out what i've been storing up for 18 months, no names, no disclosure, not harm done. I just need to get whats inside of me out, cos if I don't i'll never be happy.